Clearly Defined...after so long a time!
The training of self is left up to me,
if I want to have perfect intimacy.
I was just thinking of a time before,
when my husband was still alive;
Iíd make many choices in order to see
admiration come out of his eyes.
Not really a law; or even a rule;
(The law part was, I was his wife);
But, I had a goal; I needed to know;
He chose to have me in his life.
An unbreakable bond only love can enforce;
Then, rules are presented to avoid divorce;
Well, what makes the difference?
How can we survive,
if we donít keep that first sweet
Why would one ever want to be
with another that didnít want intimacy?
Why would I not want to develop in me,
this magnet that gives me ecstacy?
The abilityís there; Will I let it lie dead
and blame everything on my husband instead?
I really think the foundation of this
is something that I just read*;
Thou, still in the family,
will I take charge of my life;
Be invited to share in his bed?
How can I expect any admiration,
coming out of my Lordís watchful eye,
if Iím playing the game, by invoking the law,
to chain him right here at my side?
I really had never clearly defined
that this part was up to me:
For me to take charge; define my goals;
then, alter what needs to be.
How coveted to see and then to hear:
Well done, My Lady;
Come, stand over here
because I want you right here by my side;
Forever, my love; my eternal bride.
After twenty years, seems a very long time,
to have some responses so clearly defined;
I think, had I known this, I could have refined;
Yet, never too late for the truth to catch up,
in my body, the things left behind.
Are all of these things still important to me?
Am I still a woman, my friend?
To stop and retire, from my observation,
is The Lie that Iím not who I am.
The Lie carryís with it an aging decay;
The Truth clearly states: It is not that way!
Age should be wisdomís accumulation,
with refreshing balms of re-generation;
The tissues respond to Our goals this way;
Yes! I still want His admiration today!
*The Revealed Truth; The Hidden Lie @ (www.covenantmessengers.net)
By A Covenant Messenger proclaiming
Grace for Kingdom Living GFL
January 22nd, 2005